會覺得疼痛，是不是因為我們仍然想要享受生命？
可以懂得我說這一句話的人應該不多吧。
Sunday, 31 May 2009
Friday, 29 May 2009
疼痛
原來心裡的傷痕一直都在，而我也不過是在每天的生活裡，不斷的經驗和重覆。
我並不知道自己是否想要明白，那些曾經的對待。而在沒能自己選擇的狀態之下，去看見自己的罪過與無罪，那卻是同一件事情。那不是誰的錯，或誰為了什麼而做出什麼，如果一定要說錯，錯在我的不懂和想要留住。
一切都只因為想要逃離而無法逃離。我受苦了，而也使人受苦。這個過程似乎尚未竟成。無論我是如何的想要安慰自己，卻已是這般的不可能。
Thursday, 28 May 2009
梵谷之歌
Vincent Lyrics & Music: Don Mclean
Starry, starry night, Paint your palette blue and gray,
繁星閃耀的夜空，為你的調色板添上藍與灰
Look out on a summer's day, With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
用你深悉我靈魂黑暗的雙眼，探視這夏日午後
Shadows on the hill, Sketch the trees and daffodils
山丘上的倒影，是樹木與水仙花的素描
Catch the breeze and the winter chills, In colors on the snowy linen land
冬季的寒氣與微風被你捕捉於白雪般的亞麻布上
Now I understand, What you tried to say to me,
現在我終於了解，你試著訴說予我的是什麼
And how you suffered for your sanity. And how you tried to set them free,
你是如何的為你的清醒受苦，以及你如何試著將它們釋放
They would not listen, they did not know how
人們不願意聽也不知該如何了解
Perhaps they'll listen now
但或許現在他們願意傾聽了
Starry, Starry night, Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
繁星閃耀的夜空，烈焰般的花朵燃燒的如此明亮
Swirling clouds in violet haze, Reflect in Vincent's eyes of China blue
繾綣白雲壟罩在紫霧裡，反射在文森眼裡的中國藍
Colors changing hue, Morning fields of amber grain
色彩改變調子，早晨裡琥珀色的金黃穀田
Weathered faces lined in pain, Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand
農人刻畫著風吹日曬的臉孔，撫慰於畫家溫暖的筆下
For they could not love you, But still your love was true
縱使人們並不愛你，但你的愛始終如此真切
And when no hope was left in sight on that starry starry night,
當星夜裡，已了無希望
You took your life as lovers often do
你還是像情人般的愛戀著生命
But I could have told you Vincent, This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you
其實我早可以告訴你，這世界之於人們的意義，從未如你的這般美麗
Starry starry night, Portraits hung in empty halls
繁星閃耀的夜空，肖像掛在空無一人的美術館大廳裡
Frameless heads on nameless walls, With eyes that watch the world and can't forget
沒畫框的臉在無名的牆上，有著一雙注視著世界並且無法忘懷的眼睛
Like the strangers that you've met, The ragged man in ragged clothes
就像是你曾遇過的那些蓬頭垢面衣衫襤褸的陌生人
The silver thorn of bloody rose, Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow
紅玫瑰長出了銀棘，謊言最終崩解於這季的初雪裡
Now I think I know, What you tried to say to me,
現在我想我終於懂得，你試著訴說予我的是什麼
And how you suffered for your sanity, And how you tried to set them free,
你是如何的為你的清醒受苦，以及你如何試著將它們釋放
They would not listen, they're not listening still
人們不願傾聽你，至今依然
Perhaps they never will.
或許，他們永遠也無法傾聽
Wednesday, 27 May 2009
Tuesday, 26 May 2009
Monday, 25 May 2009
框子啊
人都必須要跳出框子，才能看見框子。但卻很難保證，那不因為正在另一個框子裡。
為了消除一個框子，而增加不只一個框子，是常有的事情。但，人往往需要乘著其他的框子，才能夠有足夠的力氣跳出。那就像是無論如何，我們都需要有著憑藉一樣。當思索到這個層面的時候，我就會覺得，待在原來的框子裡，或許也不是壞事，即便那是一個並不怎麼好的框子。
Thursday, 7 May 2009
Splendor in the Grass
What though the radiance which was once so bright. Be now for ever taken form my sight. Though nothing can bring back the hour. Of splendor in the grass. Of glory in the flower. We will grieve not. Rather find strength in what remains behind. In the primal sympathy. Which having been must ever be. In the smoothing thoughts that spring. Out of human suffering. In the faith that looks through death. In years that bring the philosophic mind.
從前的光輝如此燦爛，而今卻永遠離開我的視線，沒有什麼能將逝去的時光帶回，草原一片欣欣向榮，百花盛開，我們卻不會悲傷，而發現持續背後的力量仍然一直存在。它正存於生命原初的憐憫，那是永遠的存在於本性之中，源源不絕地從人們苦難的溫柔寬慰之中生起，存於穿越死亡的堅定信念，存於年歲歷練所帶來的哲思之心。
Sunday, 3 May 2009
愛是自由
對於我們所至愛之人，無論有多麼的喜歡，加之於多少情感，他都不可能成為自己。他永遠都只會是獨立於自己之外，另一個美麗的心靈。去愛、去認識、去喜歡、去陪伴，那已經是我們可以達到最遠的地方。無論這世界如何的寬廣，我們永遠都走不出的是自己。
於是，你終會知道，心靈有著彼此不可穿透的界限。而愛，它唯有選擇自由。
Friday, 1 May 2009
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